Youichiz2011

is has been 3 month i'm not updating journal
the home works and school is make my deviantart so desertedddd

idk
but i made
a worst mistake
yesterday

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so, me and my friends just return to home after swimming.
then we have our personal activity, there's 2 friends that came to my house, _{just call themm} ney and nay (??)
_{man what kind of pseudonym is that}

i'm reading book, ney reading comics, and nay played with her blackberry :iconhandphoneplz:
and then they started a bad topics...

i had copied all my classmate phone number, so if i had a urgent thing i could message or call them ... if needed
i have a friend that always ends a conversation with fight or arguing each others
andd he's a  boy

well, last time i had a normal conversation with him is on NOVEMBER really long time huh?
and after then, we never had a normal conversation again
probably only yelling each other... 1 word talk, and throwing a stuff ...
....
_{wait, i don't really like him!!!! don't stare me like that!}

since he's my class mate, i had his phone number _{that i got from my friends whatsapp} too
i always mocked by my friends that i have a crush on him ///no waayyyyy

"hey ichi, can i copy all our classmate number?" says nay
"sure" reply me while lend my handphone too her, well nay is my classmate actually .3.
idk what is her doing, but her activity was interuppted because my phone ringing
it showed my classmate name THAT accused likes me

but i know it wasn't him, cause it was my brother that called
"argh! why did you it it was me?" says my brother
"you called from your room, and i know your number, so, don't try to fooled mee~"

success from avoiding brother to troll, now my friends become 'KEPO' //curious
"hey, do you have number of him?" says ney
"i have all my classmate number" said me
"let us see!" reply them
is actually a bit awkward cause they scrolled down the screen while looking the number
idk what's happen but nay blocking a view of screen
she pushed a button

and...
is a BUTTON FOR CALL
CALL TO MY CLASSMATE

"W..WA..WAIT.WAIT!! STOP! STOP!"
i tried to stop it, and is success,

but after i got my phone, nay get my phone back and called HIM again
i tried AGAIN to stop it, but she already pass the phone to my brother OAO
then i think, about 12 seconds, he started to shocked
"what.. happen?" says me

"HE ANSWERED!!!" says my brother
"what did he said?" nay says ///gosh, she's start to annoying =_=
"only.. Assalamu'alaikum..."

O.o
that's escalated quickly actually


and, the hijacking of my phone didn't stop on there, my brother ordered by nay to message him " I LOVE YOU"
with my name on it!!

and , ney didn't interrupt it! she only laughing while seeing my handphone hijacked!
after that, nay shared the story that i called mah BOYS CLASSMATE on whatsapp and !!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


WHYYYYYYYYYYYY THIS COULD HAPPENS TO MEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHh
my friends will ask me, interogate me, accuse me
no, not only that, what happens if the people that get called knows THE STORY?!?!
AND THAT HIJACKED MESSAGES?!?!
_{and i thought her ex will ask me too!!!}

ASDFGHJKLKDSASKDKSGFDGSLSL

i don't even know what i'll face my friends tomorrow!!!

please, don't makes them asking someting that i should'vent hear...

_{did i exaggerated this story? ._.}
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ore wa...
1. indonesian, and i proud of it
2. 13 year old, and i hope i'll on that age forever
3. mouse user, although i rarely get bunch of fave
4. wearing hijab!! got a problem?
5. i love shounen, idk they're have more tension than shoujo

question came from

1. Do you like 1D?

neutral, i don't like it or hate it, sometimes my friend talk about that, i'm just answered necessary. yeah half of my friend on  class is directioners ._. actually i think 1d is not really awesome that girls thought. i think they're famous because they're have a handsome (that dictectioner thought) , if someone have an ordinary voice, but he has a handsome face. he can covered his deficient with his face that sparkling in girls imagination
btw check this out => www.youtube.com/watch?v=1o3fcU…

_{so far my only true love is setsuna f seiei}

2. Do u like writing story or drawing?
i prefer drawing!! idk but drawing are much fun than writing story, because we need to arrange the plot and the word so it wouldn't make a cheesy story. _{that's make my fanfic account only have 3 story so far}
BTW my FF acc is youichi_zarasuha, check if you want


3. Do u watch hetalia? who is your favourite character?
only a few episode
but i like england and japan

4. tablet or lappie (laptop)?
laptop, i'm mouse user
i don't have a money for afford tablet

5. the part of your family that can make you went crazy?
my cousins.... but sometime they're be nicely
oh.. and my brother, i think no days without fighting with them

6. what will u do if you meet a bad person?
i'll not do anything... but if they're do something annoying ... maybe a slap already make them quiet _{if he's a boy,}

7. animal you love?
CAT, TIGER,FISH,LYNX,BIRD OH MOSTLY IS CAME FROM CAT FAMILY

8. musical instrument you love?
violin, piano, guitar, i've played all of them but the best thing that i can played is piano

9. Genre music you love?
j-pop, j-rock , pop, classic,nasyid,jazz....... (btw i hate dangdut =A

10. your favourite country?
singapore because is really clean and neat
japan because is a heaven for otaku
england coz it have many facility
all country has their own shortage and benefits, okay???
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mah question:
1. what is the most touching anime/movie/tv show you ever seen? (omg clannad )
2.tell me your appearance!
3. coffee or tea?
4.your current fandom?
5. your fav.. pairings?
6. your favorite game this year
7. do you know where i have to watch anime? the anime has grown quickly! i can't following it!!
 and my internet is slow T_T tell me where i can watch it or download the anime! :hope:
8. are you got a trouble when filling this question?
9. where did you spent your new year?
10. best anime/movie of 2012?
11. do you have a phobia/something you frighten? can you tell me what is it? (honestly i'm afraid of dark and sudden noise )

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yesterday is my last day on semester 1 in my school~
finally i'm on holidaaay

i'm planning to see 5 cm on the theater yesterday , but when i arrived...
the ticket ALL sold out

ARGH??! why? ialreadyplanneditsincelastweekbutwhyalltheticketjust ASDDGFHFJJLKLKL

i'm not alone though, i'm accompanied with 5 friends, and they have the same feelings like me after see the ticket was sold out, they still have an empty place on 16:50, but is too night ! i'll came home on 7 o clock  if i watch on that time

_{luckily i'm in holiday today, so i go to theatre on 11 o' clock, and get a ticket on 12:00 but only with 1 friend, idk but watching on theartre makes me goosebumps, it has a different atmosphere when i watch it with sound, reading novel only make me shiver or rapid  heartbeat if i read suspenseful scene. overall....  
THAT MOVIE WAS FREAKING AMAZING YOU ALL MUST WATCH ITTTT}

i know most of my friend didn't know what deviantart is it, only and   my friend in reality =3=
i used for contact with them

so yes they'll dunno if i vent in here, oh yes

twitter the only place that only use few word to talk, 150 character long, sometimes they'll tweeted pointless thing that they doing like, otw, exit , test and ETC

and sometimes they're dating on twitter, says babe each others, or kiss bye and is spammed twitter timeline ._.
from twitter, i just found out the boys on my school is going to watch 5 cm too

what? i think they're didn't interested to watch the movie like that

and they make appointments to watch it on wednesday
s...same with my day?! s..same time?? s..same place?

well, if i meet with someone that not really close to me in public, there will be an awkward moment.
and that will happen if we make a same appointments with friend on the same date, but we didn't realize it

i didn't really want to meet with the boys _{lol i don't have best friend that came from boys X'D is really hard to built conversation with them} but it will be interesting to watch the same movie, i mean... not because i'll think it'll looks like a date but i just want to shared opinion after watching movie. or only meet, even with awkward moment.
i just curious how to talk with 'em
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BUTTT they abort the appointment becauseeee
someone already know my plan, watch 5 cm after school and go to theater, i guess she know after asked me "hey, are you gonna watch movie on theater today?"

"yes, i do" answer me while make a 'V' sign with my hand <- i'm have a habit adding gesture when talking, fffff
wait, she's a friend of that boys
what if.....

AND THEN THEY CANCELED IT
i still not sure with the reason but they cancel so no more sharing opinion about movie

i've looked on twitter they still on school, playing football, with... some girls that watching
look, i never mentioned a boy on twitter, unless they started first
so shame i hope they'll came and talked with me nicely _{beside i'm not really close with them}
but whats wrong with sharing the same favorite things? is that wrong??? i'm a fan of football club too but never talked about it, some boys are like anime too but they never share with me _{there's some when i was 7 grade, but they don'  talked about it again when i'm on 8th ._.}
they only talked with famous girls =3=
not with me, the otaku and fangirling fictional characters
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_{I AH FOREVER ALONE! YAAAAAY}

and yesterday, one of my friend suddenly gone from our group
she just turn on her handphone and slow down her step, when i yelled at her to turn right, she gone

i didn't expect that, i though she was separated unintentionally
we keep called her name and send her a SMS, but she didn't replied
so we gave up and go to food court, i'm sure she already go home or meet with her other friends on other place.

but i just found out on twitter:
i'm had a total boredom with you_zza
_{actually she only tweet my name, but i juss change it to my name, since y u dunno my real name}

AND she escaped to other mall to meet with her other friend
she didn't tell me
she only left
and tweeting something annoying about meh

IDK why!!!! you say you want together until go home, but you separate your self intentionally and so didn't even tell why you in boredom and suddenly insulting me on twitter !#%^&*()

FRIENDS IS HARD TO UNDERSTAND

okay my vent:
why boys are hard to understand? i can't even make a good conversation with them, if i start, i will continued to fighting, and finally, hostile =A=
they didn't even want to meet me, wth is wrong?

my friend always grumpy behind me, she didn't even tell why she mad, it just like she's had 2 faces ._.


OH GOD WHY FOUND A REALLY BEST FRIEND IS SO HARD?! ///cries

_{uh long post, i'm sorry i spammed you, but can you help me? even just a bit ? ;3; i felt very irritated now}